call me a dreamer

call me a fool

but i believe in love.  love at all costs. love despite all. love for all.

who are we to decide who needs love?  who deserves love? did we ever deserve it?

i find myself today in impossible trials, yet i am loved.  still loved? yes.  loved despite?  yes.

we have never deserved it.  we never will.  thats what makes it love.

God created something incredible.  I am just a part of something so much bigger.  Love is not a response to pain.  Love simply is.  It is despite pain.  It will continue to be when pain has faded.

God’s love is eternal. God is love.  He always has and always will?  Who am I not to love despite pain?  He did for me…when I was yet a fool.

wait.  I still am.  Lord have mercy.